** BEFORE I GET STARTED... have you made it to Elizabeth's blog? She needs help with her Senior Thesis and is calling ALL knitters! (It's the 10/12 post) **
As some of you know I'm in two swaps right now. A Day of the Dead and Wes Anderson. I'm so damn frustrated because it seems all my creative juices are just stopped up. I don't know what's going on. At first I was going to make little bees for the WA swap (you know, the beekeeping society) and I made one but I'm not feeling making another one for whatever reason. And then the Day of the Dead swap... holy bajolies. I can't even discuss that on the blog. At least I've waited until two weeks before I have to send out my packages! [end sarcasm]
That Pixies song, Where Is My Mind?, is on replay in my head. You know where my mind is? Insurance. And personal issues. Is it possible to be mad at someone for being mad at you? Because that's just rude! That's trumping someone's emotions. It's just a pain in the ass when you are trying to play it safe and everything comes crashing down anyway. It's not all bad. Everything will be okay soon. Just things were all shaken up and everything is settling. And by settling, everything is returning to its previous condition. I found that I should start taking life lessons from Elliott on Scrubs because she makes the same decisions I do. Aside from the doctor thing. But I'm definitely probably a commitment-phobe. See? I can't even commit to the fact I am a commitment-phobe. (I'm still definitely probably one.)
In good news, I worked out last night! It was my first time using the gym and it was great. I'm thinking maybe a 15 minute work out every day (M-F) to start then start doing 30 minutes three times a week. That will get me in a groove then I can work on the whole endurance thing. My goal is 20 real pounds. And by real pounds I mean, I can't deduct the weight of my purse when it's not on the scale. I'll be brave and post my weight as I go. This is really the only place I log things.
Current weight: 155. Goal weight (January): 135. Ideal weight (May): 120*.
The bad news is I woke up at 6 this morning and haven't really gone back to sleep. I really blame it on the increased heart rate I have. Also bad news (AND THIS IS BIG): I am giving up beer and cookies. Yeah... I can't continue to live this lie that I can continue to gorge myself on both items and stop myself when I want to. I really can't. I love cookies way too much. As far as beer, mmmmm... it's much too tasty to stop. Maybe once a week or so, but for now I think this tap must be dried. Maybe my giving up beer is why my creativity has stopped... hmm... details to follow.
*I'm 5' minus 10lbs for the massive boobs I have, I'm thinking I should weigh around 110. If I look anorexic, I'll eat more.
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4 comments:
I think your boobs weigh more than that...you should weigh those too lol. I'd love to lose 20 pounds but I'm too lazy. :D
Dude. I gave up beer, cookies, AND french fries. And it basically sucks, so I don't recommend that anyone who isn't insane do such a thing.
And thanks for linking to the project!
Or you could do the opposite and get really sloshed then write down ideas for your partners. On that note, I should be shipping your package out tomorrow or Friday! I hope you like the goodies and so I am not a bad influence I will not be sending cookies in the package. Other sweets are remaining though! =P
Thanks for posting the link to Elizabeth's blog. I volunteered (of course). I know you can lose the weight if you set your mind to it. I'd like to lose 15-20 lbs or so and I just may get around to it if I get back into my daily yoga. I need to do it! I hope all the scheisse in your life gets resolved soon. I got your back all the way. I'll bare-knuckle box anyone who isn't being nice to you. :)
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